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Silence The Mind To Hear Your Heart
Sometimes life seems hopeless. Where everything is grey and tears tear my throat. I’m strong I refuse to let them out. I call a friend and I’m relieved when he doesn’t answer. I grab my laptop and a leave the house, it’s become way too small and stuffy. My destination my happy place the beach. And even here today I can’t find peace. Instead, my discontent grows and I feel it, a cement ball growing within me.
I don’t have to be strong all the time.
I don’t have to be a healer for everyone all the time.
I don’t have to be loved by all or loved by one.
I am human and for now I’m embracing my humaness,my sadness, my discontent.
I feel the scream within me.
I close my eyes and shatter my self made chains. Its a flick of the switch within my mind, the sword of truth slices through them, shattering them and yet…
My heart is still crying and I allow her the space.
The sand caresses my body absorbing my pain. I lay there in my discomfort.
A voice squeezes thought the pain and whispers, “you’re not alone”.
With it comes the sense of gratitude.
The voice smiles gently, “shine you’re light, walk in your truth”
